Why You're Not a Workaholic (And The Question That Changes Everything)
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Why You're Not a Workaholic (And The Question That Changes Everything)
Fariya Barlas: Everybody talks about burnout as if it's simply a volume problem. I do too much, or I've been working too much and now I'm burnt out. But burnout is not about volume. I've seen people who do extraordinary amount of work from a regulated, joyful place, and not from burnout. And equally, I've seen people doing relatively little, objectively, of course, not much at all, who are completely depleted. Because burnout is not about how much you do. It's about the internal cost of doing it. It's about misalignment. It's about doing things from the part of you that was never meant to carry the weight. And if you treat it simply as a volume problem, then you reduce your workloads and still feel exhausted because you haven't touched the actual root.
Voiceover: Welcome to From Trauma to CEO: The Psychology of Transformational Success with Fariya Barlas. This is a space for cycle breakers, leaders, and visionaries who are ready to rewrite old patterns and rise into their fullest potential. Each episode explores the emotional, psychological, and identity-level shifts that turned lived experience into lasting, meaningful success. And now, here's your host, Fariya Barlas.
Fariya Barlas: Hello, and welcome back to From Trauma to CEO. Nervous system regulation has become the new gold standard in high-performing spaces. And I want to say something careful here, because regulation is actually a very big part of my work too, and it matters a great deal. It's foundational. And the people that I work with who have done this work, they're not spiraling, they're not reactive, they're not burning out the way they used to, and that's real. And that's very effective. But here is what not many people are actually saying, and that is that you can be the most regulated person in the room and still be capped at the same level of income, visibility, and influence. You can be very well regulated, and still be stuck in the same version of success that you have already outgrown. So, this is not to do with nervous system regulation not working. Nothing to do with that. But it is because your nervous system perfectly, beautifully has organized itself around staying exactly where you are. So again, at the end of this episode, I'm going to reframe the discomfort you feel before taking a big step or a bold move. And once you hear it this way, you're going to stop treating your own expansion like a problem to regulate away. And if you're already feeling something shift, or if something is landing, of course, you can always find me through the show notes. Now, keep listening because what I'm about to share is the part that most nervous system work never reaches. Nervous system regulation is amazing. I love nervous system regulation. As mentioned, it's a big part of my work, and it has and continues to change lives. It's actually foundational, and for many, many people, it was the missing piece for a very long time. So, I can understand why this is such a huge deal and why everybody is so excited about it. And I think that if somebody is chronically dysregulated, somebody is very highly anxious, or burnt out, or reactive, then regulation is absolutely essential, and it has to absolutely come first. And of course, the tools are also real. Breathwork, for example, it works wonders for many, many people. Somatic practices, you know, they can really, truly regulate somebody from the state of high level of anxiety to feeling calm and collected and grounded. And of course, other tools like boundary setting, capacity building, and all the other work. You know, they work. In fact, I do a lot of these work, and these are a big part of the foundational work that I do. However, the problem that I see is that the mainstream nervous system conversation stops at one question: "How do I get regulated?" This is where I see people get to. And again, super important, but this is where the conversation stops, and what it rarely asks is that is to me the more important question, which is, "What is my nervous system organized around?" Because these two things are not the same questions, and for people who want to have more in life, for people who are ambitious and want to have more success, and especially those who've already done some regulation work, then the second question is the only one that really matters. Now, let me make this more tangible and clear for you by telling you about this person that was attending my group program. And she came along, and I remember she had a very impactful presence. Actually, at the time when she entered this program, she had just founded her company. She was very high functioning, and she had very strategic way of thinking about things, and even within my group program method, she would stand out. And I could see, even without knowing her background as such, I could see that she had already done many years of therapy, and of course, that's my expertise, so I can spot that from a mile. So, she was very deeply self-aware, and what then came up was that she recently immersed herself in somatic work. So far, great. So, she was very clear about her state. She knew all about the fight or flight, freeze, dysregulation, and she had all the language and the tools to deal with them. So, she did everything. And when I say everything, I mean everything. She would do the breathwork before any calls that she had to make. She did the whole cold water thing in the mornings. She did the grounding before sales conversation. She did meditation, long walks, you name it, tapping. And then, she did all this somatic shaking after any conflict or any discomfort that she felt. So, she was very, very well resourced, and, as I said, she did everything, and, of course, all of these helped. She slept better, she was never spiraling, and she recovered faster every time she was dysregulated, and just generally, she felt a lot more calmer. And yet, her business stayed at the same level. And what I could tell you is she was more regulated than she had ever been in her life. I think she was more regulated than most people that I've seen, to be perfectly honest, but all of that work had kept her very grounded and well, which is very important, and yet, one of the things that she was complaining about, and she was not satisfied about, and thus she ended up in my program, was that her revenue had not moved in 2 years. And it seemed like she was avoiding bold positioning. She was still pulling back when the attention to her work increased. And for the most part, from what I was observing, she was abandoning her launches exactly at the time when it needed a lot more attention. So, she would still do the launches, but it could have been, even to her admission, it could have been a lot more impactful. And one of the things she did was that she still managed to say yes when she actually meant no when it came to taking on more work and taking on clients that were not really aligned. And she also avoided some decisions that would actually grow her leadership. And that's where she got very confused, and that's the reason why she seeked me out and joined this program because she couldn't understand it. She's done all the things. And why isn't she where she wants to be? In one of our calls where we were all diving deep, she said something that I hear often. She said, "I don't think that my nervous system is ready yet." And again, I hear that a lot because the nervous system conversation is becoming bigger and bigger. So, what was actually happening was quite the opposite. Her nervous system was not dysregulated, and this is the moment that I want you to pay attention to because this is where nervous system work can quietly turn into something else. It can turn into a new form of self-doubt. Not because the nervous system work is the problem, but because the framing can become, "Oh, I'm not ready yet," or, "I need to become safe first, and once I feel safe, then I'll act." And if you ever heard me talk about taking big moves and decisions, creating safety and capacity is one of the most important things and fundamental things that we need to do. But, it's important because to pay attention that this way of framing can become another way for us to delay progress. So, this can become a very somatic, very spiritual, very respectable way of staying exactly where you currently are. So, every time the discomfort rose, she would decide to regulate herself. She would breathe, ground, do all the things. And then, she wouldn't do that bold thing. So, regulation actually became the exit strategy. And regulation can help you tolerate discomfort, but it can also help you soothe your way back into the familiarity. And I want to be clear about this because when you have to become resourced first, so that's the foundation. But, once you are resourced, the question changes. It's no longer, "How do I calm my nervous system?" but it should become, "What is my nervous system organized around?" And as I mentioned earlier, this is important because this is where expansion either lives or dies. So, here is where regulation can become the exit. Not the container, but the actual exit. So, here is another person that I worked with, and we call her Lena. She was also another person who was extremely regulated, and you would never see her be flustered or dysregulated. She meditated daily, she had boundaries, she rarely ever raised her voice. So, externally, she looked like the embodiment of the nervous system mastery. But, again, when we look closer, we saw something different. She had regulated herself into politeness. Into containment, into being the calm one. So, her regulation was not neutral. It was, again, shaped by survival patterns. Things like: "Do not disrupt the peace, do not be intense, and keep everybody comfortable." So, when it came for her to lead her work, lead her career, to challenge somebody publicly, to hold a firm line, or to say no without becoming nervous, then she would regulate the intensity down. Okay? So, she would make it more comfortable for herself. She would ensure that nobody felt uncomfortable. She wasn't dysregulated, she was just organized around not upsetting people. And regulation was reinforcing that identity. So, to put it simply, she wasn't building nervous system capacity, she was building a more sophisticated version of the same containment. So, this is why we need to be very careful when we look at the nervous system work and how it's carried and who it's carried by. Because mainstream nervous system work, they focus on a state, right? Calm versus anxious, regulated versus dysregulated, safe versus unsafe. And again, very important, we need to understand it that way. However, my work focuses on structure. What is your system built around? What identity is it protecting? What contract is still being loyal to? And if you heard the previous episodes, I went into the mindset work and I went into the identity work and I described how, you know, the mainstream work that's being carried out out there can become a little bit of a surface-level work if you're not careful. And I mentioned how my work is different. So, this is an extension of that. So, my work is all about the structure. It is about what level of success, internally, can we take without threatening our belonging. Because if your system is organized around a survival identity, you can be amazingly regulated but still capped. You can build a calmer version of the same life. I say that again: You can become very regulated and you'll build a calmer version of the same life. And for many high achievers, that's exactly the ceiling that they face. They don't need more calm, they need reorganization. So, what that reorganization requires is something that regulation alone doesn't solve. Things like being misunderstood, things like being envied, making more money than your friends, maybe, things like outgrowing your friends, or leading in a way that disrupts the system, you know, the family system, the hierarchy, whatever. And this is where my use of regulation diverges from mainstream. Because for me, regulation is not a goal. It is the container. We regulate so that you can stay present while we renegotiate the deeper contracts. We regulate so that you can face your inherited beliefs about money, about power. We regulate so that you can sit in the discomfort of being bigger without collapsing. But, we don't use regulation to avoid the edge. We use it to cross it. And this is what lasting change looks like. This is not about motivation or a quick fix or hype. This is all about nervous system congruence, and mindset is what you say, what you think, and that authentic congruence is what your system believes. So, here I want to draw a simple line and I want to clarify something specifically in relation to how I work and the kind of work that I do. Mindset coaching usually focuses on replacing a thought or upgrading your belief or reframing stories or maybe choosing new narratives. They can all help, especially when the issue is cognitive. But, my work is for people where the issue is not bad thinking. It's protective survival pattern disguised as a mindset problem. So, my work is a little bit different because it is all about subconscious programming. It's about recognizing trauma-based patterning. It's about understanding intergenerational contracts that we made around money and visibility. It's about nervous system capacity for leadership, and most importantly, my work is very much focused on identity-level rewiring. I mean, I do hear these words a lot, but this rewiring is not about thinking better or hyping your way out of that pattern and that program. Because, here is what I know and what I learned through my many years of working with success and expansion and self-development, therapy, all the things, is that when your system is running the show, when your nervous system is running the show, the conscious mind, it can become a very elegant speaker, but it will still lose the battle. And the way that you can get out of that is by rewiring your identity level so that success would not feel like a threat. And rest assured that if your nervous system is voting no, your affirmations are not going to do anything. They're not strategies. And they will only make you feel defeated over time. So, if what I just described sounds like the work that you've been circling—this is what I call the work underneath the work—then that is what I do, and that's what I do with my clients, and this is where we see the lasting results. So, you can find me through the show notes and reach out. I promised you a reframe at the end of the episode, and now here it is: So, I said that I was going to provide a reframe for you. The reframe is for the discomfort you feel before taking a big step or taking a bold move. Most nervous system work will tell you this: If it feels uncomfortable, regulate, get safe first, then act. And that's true up to a point. But, here's a specific kind of discomfort that regulation was never designed to resolve, and it's the discomfort of expansion. Of your system encountering something genuinely new. Of course, when we are facing something new, we will feel uncomfortable, but that's nothing to do with that discomfort needing to be regulated, as I mentioned. It's the discomfort of expansion, of your nervous system encountering all these new experiences. It's the conflict between the version of you that's ready pulling against a version of you that was built to stay contained. That discomfort is not a red flag; it's a threshold, and the moment you stop treating it as information, rather than a problem to regulate, the relationship you have with it will change entirely. So, this week, when you feel that activation before a bold move, before a pitch, before your pricing, before you increasing your pricings, before the boundaries, the leap, don't ask, "How do I calm this down?" Ask, "Is this dysregulation, or is this expansion?" Because those two things feel at times almost identical, but they require completely different responses. So, that's it for today's episode of From Trauma to CEO. If this landed, share it with someone who has done all the nervous system work and is still wondering why nothing has moved, and let them be assured that they don't need more regulation, they need regulation and reorganization, and that's a very different conversation. I'll see you in the next one.
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Episode Summary
After more than two decades working as a psychologist, Farya Barlas recognized a gap that traditional therapy, coaching, and mindset work often leave behind. In this episode, she explains how she developed her own methodology to help high achievers break through invisible ceilings by addressing the personal, intergenerational, and collective patterns that shape success. If you've done all the inner work but still feel stuck, this episode explores why the missing piece may not be more strategy, but a deeper understanding of the subconscious programs driving your decisions.
What You'll Learn
Why therapy, coaching, and mindset work each provide valuable tools, but often fail to address the deeper patterns limiting long-term growth.
How inherited family beliefs and collective conditioning can quietly influence your success, leadership, relationships, and ability to receive more.
The three layers that shape every success ceiling: personal experiences, intergenerational programming, and collective beliefs.
Why lasting transformation requires working with the nervous system, identity, and subconscious patterns instead of simply changing your thoughts.
How moving from trauma-led success to reparative success allows you to build a business and life without relying on proving, people-pleasing, or self-abandonment.
